my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

1 month 13days without her, is it possible?

it has always been on mind, is it possible tat she can forget bout us so easily and quickly? she has been leading a very hectic and busy life in her jc, council, touch rugby, sku competition, hw etc. she has many distractions, to distract from thinking of it, tats wad i guess. even some of her friends, told mi they couldnt forget bout the very same person they love whom they broke up with last yr. they might have a chance of being tgt again. she told mi tat we might have a chance to patch in the future. however, it seemed the chances are so slim. everyone, my friends, are all helpin mi. tryin to comfort me, make me laugh make me smile. but then, i rlly let go. i know, i've done many wrongs, tat made her dislike mi so much. but dere is one thing for sure, i have not cheated her feelings, my love for her has not been any lesser than before. i truely love her wholeheartedly, i know i make mistakes, mistakes tat are rlly hard to correct, tat are part of me since long ago. i need a long time to change them. frenz tell mi time will heal everything, let it go. but wad if time cant heal everytihng, and i cant let go. she was my whole world. i know no matter wad i do now, it is not gna change her mind. i jus... miss her so terribly. i cant forget the times we shared tgt and wad we have been thru tgt. i rlly cant and dun wanna let her go.

LEEZHIHANEUGENE

TWENTY.06/02/92
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GYM-SIAO
SUPER-mugger
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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