my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

another day, another flashback...

it was a tiring day. slept at 1 last nite and woke up at 6. mr arthur lim said most probably next yr coach gonna choose 12 players out of more than 20 twenty students. haiz. today, i dont know why even when i am so tired, it still comes back. it was during chem lesson, i was stoning. i suddenly missed the feeling of having to destress with me. especially her. i remember, in the past when we would go out in the morning, i would be at her hse to pick her up but she most probably would have just woke up or still rolling on her bed. i would pull her out of her bed. she would go brush her teeth with her cute pyjamas still on. then her hair would be in a mess, although her hair was alrdy curly. then she would go to her wardrobe and ask me to help her pick a set of clothes that i like and something that would match the clothes i am wearing. it would take some time though. she would be there choosing and choosing. when she is bathing, i would be using her laptop, serving the net, watching some basketball videos or listening to some music. watching the huge tv in her room. after that, she would be thinking if she should get money from her mom. but in the end, she did. we went out and took a bus from somewhere near her hse, sometimes we even had to chase the bus. i would take photos of her when we are eating or while takin a transport. and we would spend our day together watching movie, shopping, eating walking around and many more. when i stopped stoning, i figure, it was all in the past. recently my friend wrote me "HELLO:D" on a piece of paper. it reminded me of how she used to write "HELLO:D" on my books and worksheets as well. it was everywhere. in my textbooks and even in chemistry assignments, i was still worried ms jesse lim will see. but then i like it actually. it is like i have traces of her everywhere. but then, i have lost it all. then it came to my mind. few years back, she was pondering whether she should patch with this guy who is quite a flirt and kinda ass to me and many more. during then, she would consider to patch with him, even still msg him. but would she consider to patch with me? i know i am an ass too, but i wasnt a flirt, i am that kinda ass in school. since she considered patching with him before, would she do the same to me?

LEEZHIHANEUGENE

TWENTY.06/02/92
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andersonJC.28/09
GYM-SIAO
SUPER-mugger
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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