my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Sunday, May 31, 2009

now its too late to turn around

have u really made up ur mind? to say that u are not going to be with me again. i know i have not been a very good person. when u say those words, it felt like you are saying you totally don love me anymore. all the while, i bliv that regardless of the problems, we can solve them, and we can move on. with just one mistake, i have turn my own world upside down. am i still deceiving myself, as i still believe one day i might be able to touch you once again. when you said insisted you have decided and made upyour mind, my heart shattered. it's so hard. so hard to live through it. all my life, i have bliv that as long as we stay faithful to each other, no problems, no hardships will ever come between us, as we can solve them together. you are irreplaceable. they say when you really love someone alot, they can never leave your heart. i have already given my heart to you, i can never take it back. i am sry for all the nonsense i have given to you all this while, you had to withstand all my ridiculous shit. i guess all this while i have been a burden to you. what you have given to me, i can never find anyway to return them to you. i have not cherish you well. since the day we were tgt, i bliv we can oversome all obstacles and be together forever. although everyone say that it's impossible, althought it sounded like a fairy tale, i argued to everyone that we can be tgt forever. it was this way then, till now, i still believe it's true. just hope one very day, you suddenly changed your mind, you can come back to me. i have no idea how to accept anyone else. i have always thought our love was meant to be, its not something that just comes by easily, it isnt a coincidence as well. to have lost someone like you, i can never forgive myself, i can nvr allow myself to commit to anyone else.

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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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