my life is damn sian..

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Saturday, June 06, 2009

although tired, you still appear in my mind...

another 5 days of AB camp have past. it was quite fulfilling, learnt many new things and made some new friends. it was 5 very tiring days though. didnt have much sleep thoughout the 5 days. every night i was supposed to just fall asleep soundly without much problems. but then it wasnt so. i came to this camp, hoping that i can spend 5 days without thinking about her. however, it wasnt so. the first campsite was at labrador adventure camp, which was at pasir panjang. i was so close to her, yet so far. i had been travelling around pasir panjang area for the past 1yr plus, it brought back so many memories, on the buses with her. the location itself already pulled me away from my aim. this good friend of mine, he is trying to win a girl's heart. looking at him, i was gonna try to help him, at the same time, it reminded me so much about her. it reminded me of how i brainstorm to make a surprise for her and what to buy for her to make her happy. every night at the camp, it was very hot and i cant stop sweating. i cant sleep. it wasnt the main reason though. it seemed like her smile can never be erased. many people asked why didnt i went to the same jc with her. mayb i should have, and none of these would have happened. tossing and turning on the mattress at night. i cant sleep. everyone else in the bunk had already fallen asleep. all the memories came flashing back. i miss her. it has already been nearly 3 months. although tired every day and night, she still appears in my mind...

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TWENTY.06/02/92
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If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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