my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Friday, June 19, 2009

there is so much more memories...

for the past few days i was at shao an house overnight with rachel and yiyan. studying and watching movies. when i was in his house, in his room, i remember the times we had together during chinese new year and the barbeques we had at his house. when i went out with them for dinner somewhere near beauty world, it reminded me of the time when she got lost in this area while looking for me when i was at the irc pool hall. she couldnt find the place and i got pretty worried then. in the end, she started crying on the phone because she was very confused, she was at king albert's park macdonalds waiting for me. she was wearing her high heels then. i had to run all the way from irc. when i reached there, when she saw me, she came forward to me and hold me in her arms tightly. she was like a child so lost and confused, and even though i was sweating like crazy, she didnt let go off me. she helped me wiped off my sweat. although she was crying, but i just felt happy cause she suddenly initiated to hug me. i had to sit outside mac to cool her down and we took cab back to her house. back at shao an house, i cant stop thinking about her. i remember the time when there was only me, her, rachel and shao an in his room. she was lying on my lap. she just seemed to be want to be loved. at night, when i was sleeping in shao an's room, it reminded me of the times when she was sleeping beside me. i always had this dream, of wanting to wake up every morning and see her right beside me. that night, i was so cold, looking at shao an and rachel, i was hoping there was someone who could provide me with the warmth. but there was no one. i cant helped but kept thinking of her. then i remember there was this time when alyssa and justin went to her house to overnight. i was supposed to be there but my mom didnt allow then. so the whole night, since i could not be with her, i called her, and she was whinning to me how she wanted me to be there with her. and before that, i was at her house, and how she didnt want me to leave. when i really had to leave, she just kept asking me to stay abit longer. i really felt i was needed then. that someone really needs me. that feeling, i lost it. during these few days, i realised even at bukit timah and shao an house, there are still so much more memories... i miss her.

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If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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