my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Sunday, July 26, 2009

life is pretty boring. every weekend seemed to no different from every normal day. the only thing i like about weekends is that i can sleep later and longer. seemed like everyone around me has someone there for them. happy for everyone of them as they are all my friends, but i would be standing all alone. so what if i have every thing that i want, all the materialistic stuff, but then, i am still alone. can life get any worse? pw, school, and now, even a dull life. as i try to get on with life without her, nothing seemed to be able to fill up the gap she left behind. sunday is already coming to an end, seemed like i havent accomplished much in this weekend. my phone isnt ringing. it is not vibrating. no alerts. no prompts. no one really does talk to me. i dont have much to say. a boring person with a boring life. my weekends used to be something i always look forward to. now, whats there to really look forward to. miss the feeling of having someone to care for me. how i wish i could just wake up everyday, play basketball, eat and take a nap in the afternoon, and play basketball again in the night. no stress, no worries. life would be so carefree. yeah, my friends are right, i cant find the motivation to do much. not even spending my savings. wonder what i am saving for... future use? people save money to buy things they want. come to think of it, seemed like i dont have anything that i really want to buy. what to do, what to do. life is really just boring i guess. perhaps it's karma? for all the wrong i have done i guess. did too much wrong. so bored that i dont know what to blog about. friends say i would get a new stead soon, but i cant even imagine myself being attached for the next five years luh. yesterday met up with isaac and yueli. talk till like 3am. all the lame jokes. but had a great time. starting to really get over things. hope she knows and i can finally meet up with everyone else. but then, still miss the feeling of having her around. hope someone comes round soon.

LEEZHIHANEUGENE

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GYM-SIAO
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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