my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Sunday, August 23, 2009

i am really going crazy soon... really cant take it. why is there so much things to do??? PW, tests, tutorials... so much more. sometimes i just want to take sometime from homework, from school. but when i really do, assignments just pile up. i really cant take this stress. what the hell is this luh? they take us as some superman isit? dont they ever consider we students need time to rest? dont ever consider the fact that school like this is torture? they think we can 24/7 study? just eat, study, and sleep. thats all they want us to ever do! we dont ever need time to rest! what the shit is this? i am really going to collapse soon? i really cant ty make all this work load. it is really too much. then they set tests that are practically not passable! just yesterday when i thought i took sometime to go out with some friends and relax, hoping today i could do my work. but then, the supposed relax effect from yesterday seemed to just wear off. the stress just builds up. people are always saying, enjoy the moment. what if this day, this moment, is going to be your last? (touchwood) but then, what if? then all that studying would just go to waste. for all we know, everything we can remember would be just the piles and piles of homework. how to enjoy the moment? enjoy stress? i dont think it is possible. i really want to just enjoy every moment, but then, the word "enjoy", "entertainment", "relaxation" seemed to be not existence in my dictionary. i am really going to explode. i just cant take it....

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TWENTY.06/02/92
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GYM-SIAO
SUPER-mugger
Bballer
S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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