my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Monday, August 10, 2009

really wonder how am i going to get pass my pw and my upcoming promotional exams. for the past 2 days, i have been doing research for my pw project, and i really want to just have some time to think of something else but school work. even in 2 days, i cant seemed to find whatever i was looking. plus that assignments, tutorials and online lectures, all not done, all piling up. i really cant take it. are they out to kill us? what do they take us students for? i know junior college is demanding, but for people like me, i really cant take it. "STRESS" at every moment, i cant stop thinking about all these assignments i have, the upcoming class tests and stuff. there is so much to do, yet so little time given. feels worse than being stuck in a exam hall doing a paper without revision. i just wished i could have a day or two, to not think about anything, but total relaxtion. relieve from school, and all the assignments i have. all i can do to destress is play basketball. thats about it. sometimes, i really hope she was still here right beside me. the sight usually made me felt relieved. at least there were moments that i felt, good and more cheerful. she never do understand how important she was to me, how she had changed my life. not being able to face each other, perhaps in the next three of four years, i doubt i could really forget about everything. the stress from school, it's killing me and nothing is there to make it less painful. i really want to wake up in the morning not thinking of work, but just, thinking of nothing. and planning to do whatever i want for the rest of the day. when she left, i lost the one important thing that could brighten up my stressful life. i really feel like just fainting onto the ground, and put an end to all the sufferings caused by all these assignments, and her absence. so many things i wish to do, but none that i can do.

LEEZHIHANEUGENE

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GYM-SIAO
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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