my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Thursday, January 28, 2010

my friends were telling me, "Eugene!!! you NO-LIFE!!!" when i start thinking bout it, its kinda true actually. i have trainings on monday, wednesday, friday, saturday. and my gym sessions on tuesday, thursday and sunday afternoon. i am actually exercising everyday. i am kinda forcing myself to do this... nowadays, i dont know why times from the past starts to run in my mind again. during lectures, i cant focus (excluding the time when i was sleeping XD ) memories keep running in circles in mind. it wasnt bout her, it was bout the happy times which inevitably included her. sometimes, seeing couples on the way home just makes me feel like shutting my eyes and go to sleep. just yesterday, when i was on the way home from training, it was around 10 pm, i saw a friend of mine with his girlfriend standing beside the door of the train. it somehow reminded me of the past. sending her home at night after happily spending the whole day together. i still remember clearly, the last time something like this happen was... almost a year ago on my 17th birthday... the very very last time. wad must i do to get ALL of these memories out of my head?!?! when i feel like going for someone else, i wry that it was just a hasty decision. i worry that the feeling isnt true. this piece of memory keeps getting in the way of some many things. its true i have gotten over her, but it seemed like its quite difficult to get over the other part. right now, i am trying to tire myself out everyday, not too much though, jus enough for me to sleep easily at night so i wont think about that much when i am on my bed. the bed is where i always think alot. but then sometimes, it doesnt really work. these memories can still appear at times when i am super tired. it can even keep me awake after training. sucks. perhaps the only for me to get out of it, is to get someone new? but then, i wry the feeling isnt true. haiz... chow ler is getting his new guitar tmr, so there goes my study partner, he has got a new friend, his electric guitar. life is kinda boring for now. its all about basketball, and gym...

LEEZHIHANEUGENE

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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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