my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

ahh its been more than a month since i last blogged. cos for e past month, my life was nothing but studies!!!! yes, and my prelims is over, almost over i mean. there's another chem mcq paper tmr which i seriously dont feel like studying. but after experiencing not studying for my ytd's physics mcq paper and screwing it up badly, i shall study, but later :D anw prelims is kinda screwed. as usual i'm gna fail math badly, and i was hoping of continuing my passing record from mid years. haiz, so much for that. and this time, i think i will only be able to pass... GP i guess. chem was screwed, phyics was screwed too, and maths as mentioned early was definitely screwed, without a doubt, a U for math AGAIN. thanks AJC for giving us an "encouraging" prelims before our As. one more month to my As. shit!!! ONE MORE MONTH!!! still alot of studies to do. i decided i can only slack this week since i jus finish prelims and continue mugging from saturday. miss the time i can jus ask people to go out when i have nth to do at home. go watch movie, get for a drink, eat, shopping, and snapping pictures while strolling on the streets. thats life. haiz. have to undergo torturous studying for another month. but honestly, i dont have much confidence in my As. i got a bad feeling i might screw it up badly. haiz. O lvls was like freaking EASY, piece of cake, to a point where we dont even need to study. now, A lvls, its like wad the f***!!! yes and i mean it literally. haiz. so freaking stress. really damn worried i cant get into university. everyone is like telling me, you can de la!!! you're in AJc, sure can score well. so i replied, "AJC doesnt mean i am smart. my results are freaking horrible." failing becomes a norm, passing a subject was like scoring a B during sec sch period. how how how??? everyone is also telling me, "just one more month!!!" yes, that's the point!!! one more month, and i dont think i can finish studying everything!!! help me!!!

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GYM-SIAO
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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