my life is damn sian..

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

couting down to enlistment, 14 days... and whr is my uni letter T.T

i was thinking i should start blogging again before i enlist, by then i guess this blog would be permanently dead. from e last time i blogged till now, actually nth much has happened. but then seriousness, it was an all time high. results was... i dunno how to describe it. failed GP, and you're right, i actually failed a subject in a major exams. how did it happen, i dont know why either. because of this, i m worried it might cost me a spot in the business courses in ntu and nus. in the past few wks, i have heard friends with same scores as me in our 4 core subjects with e only difference in GP, got offer letters from NTU alrdy. like WTF!!! today, another friend of mine jus told me she got the letter oso. haiz. is this freaking "U" grade for GP gna cost me tat uni spot?!?! i studied like fuggin hard for my other subjects as well, i deserve some credit for tat right?! WTF. i seriously feel like killing myself if i dont get a spot in ntu or nus biz course cos of my GP. why is this screwing me!!!! to make things worst, my enlistment is 2 wks away. exactly 2 wks away. and i will say goodbye to my civilian life and start getting treated like dogs in NS. everyday, im counting down, everyday im waiting for tat precious uni offer letter. come on man!! at least make smth work out for me!!!

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TWENTY.06/02/92
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GYM-SIAO
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S-I-A-N

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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