my life is damn sian..

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MrSianGuyLifeIsDamnDamnSIAN

SIAN

Friday, April 13, 2012

After so long not bothering bout this blog, i just got this sudden feel to pen down my thoughts and feelings at this very moment. first of all, I MISS ALL THE TIME SPENT WITH MY FRIENDS. as each and everyone of us moved on with our lives, going to different uni, guys in ns, bla bla.... most of us, no matter how close we are in the past, tend to drift part inevitably. we don't celebrate birthdays together anymore, we don't meet up for random meals as often. i understand that time is a huge contributing factor, we all have different priorities, different schedules, thus its hard to actually find a common time where all of us are free. we will end up meeting new friends, army friends, uni friends, group mates.... sometimes you really wonder if they do miss u like how u actually miss them. as gay as it sounds, i miss my friends, all the way back to my "NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL" times, and even primary sch friends. yes, i do have a girlfriend whom i cherish and love a lot, but friends are still an essential part of my life. going to random places to eat, then settle down at random places to chit chat, take unglam group shots. laughing at each other. those were the days. playing basketball like we didn't care bout anything else in the world. playing mahjong from 10pm to 8am. and i still can't believe my NHHS basketball bros and i actually went to kbox tgt. like a grp of guys. and we actually go night cycling thru out the whole night and coming back to chalet shag like mad fighting to slp, when we could have jus talk cock and slp. haha. those were the times, can nvr forget them. as i slowly retrace all these past memories thru Facebook, i happened to see these friends' photos with their new group of friends. somehow i wonder if they do think of me once in awhile. wow, I'm listening to RETRACE by ANBERLIN, a great song introduced by non other than MARCUS NEO. haha. this song actually suits how i feel now. counting, jus leaving school, for less than 2 years, all of us seemed to have distant quite abit. not sure if its the same for my friends, but its sure for me. supposed to wake up at 7am tmr and yet i can't seem to fall aslp.....

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If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

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